These are a few old journal entries from way-back-when. These were before I created this blog. Unlike the usual blog generated pages, I put these in chronological order from top to bottom. Please note that the other blogger-archived pages are in reverse. winter break, winter break... Tuesday, December 10th 2000 05:37PM *sigh* Could this week go any slower?! Granted, I stay up till all hours of the night working on my websites while my obnoxious roommate tries to catch some shut eye while making a bitchy grunting noise if I make the slightest little noise. Gawd I'm so pissed off! This past weekend I spent at my boyfriend's apartment. Before I left, my roommate brought her little sister (her sis is a junior in high school) over to our dorm to go drinking with my roommate's sorority. First of all my roommate isn't old enough to drink legally -well, neither am I, but that's not the point, I don't drink- and she brings her even YOUNGER sister over to this. *sighs again* What the hell. Well, I'm not pissed about that really, they can screw themselves up all they want for all I care. The thing that ticks me off is that when I came back to my dorm today, my bed was a total mess! Nothing nasty, but the sheets were all messed up and the string of blue x-mas lights I had on the head board were all a huge tangle... *yanks at hair* My roommate is the bitch from hell. The only really disturbing thing was that there was a nasty finger shaped smear of something white and pasty on my comforter! I stripped my bed of it's sheets and took them down to the basement of the dorms to wash them. This is ridiculous, why does my stupid roommate think that she can do whatever the hell she wants to my stuff? I'm still angry that she let that mammoth of an ex-friend eat food at my desk! The fat pig got crumbs and shit all over my stuff! "This isn't you're room you idiot! Get the hell off my stuff!" When my roommate came back to the room after her stupid no brainer fashion class she has (I over heard that she failed the final, how "special olympics" is that?!) I asked her about my bed and she flat out lies to me, hell bitch, I'm not blind, the bed is screwed up! I felt like grabbing her head and slamming her noise into the covers where the nasty white smear was and screaming at her to never let her nasty friends and siblings near my stuff! I would have threatened something more severe, but the last time I even got a little angry she though I was going to hurt her, what a moron, she must have been a spoiled little brat of a kid... wait, she still is. Anyway, I have to go to my speech class now, woo hoo~ Gawd... I just want it to be Thursday! Then I can go home! sleet, wind, and snow Monday, December 11th 2000 05:59PM Walking up hill with sleet stinging your cheeks to a bright red color isn't very fun, let me tell you. The campus is totally white with little dabs of nasty black ice here and there. Some of that sleet hit me in the eye dammit! Well, whatever, I have no classes tomorrow, Wednesday is my panic day, and then I'm home free! Literally. Some guys were having an extremely loud snow ball fight outside a few minutes ago. That's not too cool considering there is a 24 hour quiet "rule" for this week because of finals. I think someone called the campus police... they shut up pretty quick. (]^.^[)~~[mp3] I'm so paranoid that my J-pop collection will get stolen if I bring it to my dorm I've taken to downloading mp3s. *listens to Bumble Bee* *wanders over, turns off the lamp and plugs in her nostalgic - trip - inducing string of blue x-mas lights* *sighs and cuddles the Shinobu ufo-catcher-dool* I'm in a limbo when I should be in a constant state of panic. *sighs and looks for a bottle of water in the fridge* Well, better get back to messing with my frames layout for the cyber-mag... *reaches down to touch her bare feet* ... wish I had some slippers... instant cup ramen and layouts Monday, December 11th 2000 09:05PM *laughs* I must be addicted to this journal, now every half hour I have a new thought wanting to escape into the archive. Here I am, mulling over layout ideas sipping instant maruchan cup ramen... not the best I've ever had, but what do you expect? This is college. I'll save my miso cravings for another day. It stopped sleeting and snowing outside. *turns the window fan on 'Lo'. They blast the heaters here, trying to fry us all, so I leave the window open and occasionally switch on the fan. I'm teaching myself frames and pop-ups. The only reason I never dove into using them before was out of concern that the people viewing my site would not have compatable browsers. Now that I have my vaio I can do more with graphics, and I felt it was time to move on to bigger and better layouts. ShoujoStyle and the ShoujoStyle Cyber Magazine should be out early during the break. I get home Thursday night, then I'll try to upload some content over the weekend before setting up the domain. JAMnet is up, but I doubt anyone really noticed, which is fine by me because it's not completed yet. *yawns slightly* I also need to conjure up some design ideas for my friend's CLAMP site... so much to do, so little time... ...luster of midday... Tuesday, December 12th 2000 02:05AM *pokes the window next to her desk with her index finger* There's about four or five inches of snow on the window sill, and yes, everything outside seems to be glowing as if it were noon. Except the difference between this and a truly shimmering snow fall, is the fact that the there are orange tinged lights all around campus. The wind is blowing so hard it's shuddering the windows and doors. It's really annoying and it's breaking into my thoughts. I would shut the window but then the heater would take over the room. *shivers* I can hear voices carrying over the wind... no wait... *strains to hear* as I thought *nods firmly* the bars have closed early tonight. *stares at the empty ramune bottle on her desk that's label is supposed to be facing her* *slowly* Why? Why does my roommate have to move my stuff?! She lets her friends in and she lets them sit at my desk, and I just now they put their dirty hands all over my shit and I'm sick of it! I don't care if it's just a bottle! I'm sick and tired of seeing my things moved, seeing crumbs and dirty finger prints on my stuff, and having to put things back where I had them in the first place! *sigh* This is pathetic, I'm going to have to try and get a new room after break, I'm sick of this bull shit. Note to self: stop complaining about bitch roommate in journal. (if you're wondering at the heat at which my anger burns, please refer to entry #1 in my archives) Since I won't be writing in this journal again tonight... er... this morning, goodnight! never a happy medium... Tuesday, December 12th 2000 06:16PM Campus closed yesterday at 5:00 PM, and as I caught my last few minutes of sleep this morning I over heard the annoying guy from the ground floor dorms telling my roommate that campus is closed today. *shit!* How am I supposed to go turn in my papers if everything is closed. I'll just turn them in tomorrow, unless of course campus is closed tomorrow as well. This would suck even more because I have one final tomorrow (my only final) and I only have this class on Wednesdays and DO NOT want to remain here for another whole week! These dorms are horrible. If the fan is on low, it's slightly too cold. If the fan is off, it's slightly too warm. Sheesh... speaking of weather. I get to go home Thursday~! Unfortunately the amount of snow we've been getting may delay this event. My boyfriend sent me an email last night just after I got offline (I read it this morning) in which he told me: Hi!! it's 3:48 and I just went out side with Kenji to go to Krogers. We left right after I got off IM. (-_-;) It was a pain in the ass. be careful because you can't even walk out there. Also note that if you do leave on Thursday, you might as well prepare yourself to staying another day or two here. This is because the snow is about 8~11 inches back home (supposedly). It could be just today that there was a ton of snow on the ground and a lot of wind, but if this occurs again tomorrow, or Thursday, you might as well call your mom and tell her not to come until the storm goes away. Because it IS suicidal to even dare to go out there in this weather. It probably would take you more than two hours to get back home. Wow... I love Michigan. if we took the holiday, it would be so nice... Wednesday, December 13th 2000 07:31PM I'm done! *deep sigh* Done with everything, tomorrow is a nothing day and I can chill out and enjoy those muddy edged, shimmering, fluffy snow drifts! My 'panic day' was a success, I acted cute, clever, and innocent and the profs ate it all up and smiled. Things are looking good! Don't be bad like Yumi, you do your work when it's due... if you don't remember, cute goes farther than sexy... but sexy is good too. ^^;; *laughs out loud* I'm kidding! Just act innocent and shy, it works, it really does (even with the female professors! *gasp*). Come up with a cute excuse too. I'm going home tomorrow night, and my sister is visiting for the holidays! Nothing can spoil my day! I'm enjoying my panic day's end! On the way back to the dorms from my last class I watched the snow on the ground glitter. Sometimes you aren't sure it your still awake when you watch the snow... I didn't walk back, I drifted, it was wonderful. I love winter! I'm going to regret this... but, I'm on Napster! If you want something you better get it from me late tonight or tomorrow during the day. I'm not sharing files while I'm at home and tomorrow is the last day I'm here. They will start charging for napster after January 1st, so I'm not going to be on napster after that. I have 200 mp3s, all of them are Japanese (some anime, but not many). If you see me on napster, IM me and say "hi! I read your journal!!" and I'll let you download from me. If you forget to say it I'll cancel your download. Yea... what a bitch huh. I know what's good though, you can trust my taste in J-pop. My name is YumiMink on napster. Okay~ I'm outta here! ok... so I spoke too soon... Thursday, December 14th 2000 05:15PM     Nothing can spoil my day. (entry 6) So I was wrong... figures... the oh-so-very retro... Friday, December 15th 2000 05:14AM I'm home! *sigh* At least I'm home... I can relax a little. I got home a few hours ago, feeling like shit. You know, that crap on the bottom of your shoe you didn't realized you stepped in. Yea, that. But then I saw the tree and all the colorful lights, and yes, even the very retro train set circling beneath it all. It's wonderful. I love this holiday! This holiday is not a Christian holiday, most people don't realize that. It's not, it's a Pagan holiday. I'm not going to sit here and explain the whole mess to you, but it is, and I'm atheist, so I don't care much. I enjoy seeing my family and giving and receiving gifts. What I love most is the tree, the smell of cookies, and the colors. my cat, my photos, and... nothing... Sunday, December 17th 2000 01:14AM I did nothing today. I changed my cat's litter box, watched a terrible and freaky movie on TV, and trimmed the tree. I also listened to music and worked up a new layout for my JAM site. Oops, here comes my cat, she just opened my door. Yea, she can do that. It's annoying sometimes, but it also makes me feel good to know that my company was worth the effort to push open the door. She's purring in my lap now, but she'll probably get up because of my typing. Yep, she's trying to get on my desk, but there is no room for her because of all the manga and my laptop. She jumped down now and is pawing at something under a folder on the floor. Now she's climbing under my desk. She's such a sweetie, I'll make one of my fleece into a warm bed for her. It's cold and night and she has to curl up on my pillow to keep warm. hehe! I reached down to pet her but she wasn't paying attention and she jumped and made the cute little 'e'rr'rr' noise. *smile* Well, this is boring I know, but I didn't really do much today. OH NO! She's licking my photos again! The folder is my black and white photo folder of pictures I took and developed, I'm proud of them and she's licking them! Now she's playing with a broken Christmas ornament I had in a box next to my bookcase. Ok, well, I'll stop now before I bore whoever is reading this. What the hell is wrong with me. I have nothing to do. I've never been like this before. I've always been motivated to do things. But... I have a block. I don't like this, whatever it is, I don't like it at all. Something is wrong. getting on top of things... Friday, December 22nd 2000 04:19AM The holiday which my family celebrates, and from which I gain benefits in the form of gifts, is almost upon us! hehe ^_^ I updated my JAMnet site today. My next project is filling up my Sakura site with all the content I've been meaning to put up. After that, ShoujoStyle will be launched onto the vastness of the internet! Lastly, my Sailormoon site will get that make over and complete clean up I've been putting off. Well, that's all for now, I should get some sleep... I'm on a seriously messed up sleeping schedule! I'm awake until 5 AM, then I sleep, and wake up at 2~3 PM! hehehe oh well... yawn... sleep is good! Saturday, December 23rd 2000 12:45AM Whoa! I slept thirteen hours today! I didn't even get to see sunshine. *frown* Well I need to get back on my normal sleep schedule. I didn't get enough sleep when I was at college, now I'm getting too much! Well, now that I am awake, I need to go set up a Judy and Mary message board for JAMnet, and upload the lyrics and other things I worked on yesterday. *yawn* Today is going to get great! I'm going upload a lot of cool stuff, go back to my usual sleeping pattern, and visit with my sister (she lives elsewhere, but she'll be flying over here for the holidays!). Just in case I don't get to write an entry again before x-mas, Happy Holidays! things are looking peachy Monday, December 25th 2000 11:44PM I've been having a great vacation. I had to purge some girl from my message board yesterday. What the hell, it's the holidays! Doesn't she have a family who has holiday activities? Or is being a bitch her family's tradition? She is really stupid if she thinks she can annoy me. I can erase her from my life in one keystroke. The childish games may work with other people, but I refuse to play them. I think this pisses her off even more. Well good hun, I hope you read this and it pisses you off even more. Go find yourself some idiot who gives a shit. *nibbles on the cap of her drawing pen* *puts on her headphones and listens to Judy and Mary tunes* My family opened presents on x-mas eve. So we did that, had the usual family things going on. We had a nice dinner tonight and went to a movie. We saw Cast Away (starring Tom Hanks and a volleyball named Wilson). *laughs* It was so bad! Funny at times though. I can’t wait until I get all my scans up on my sites. I received a scanner for x-mas and I’ve been dying to use it. Oh! And if anyone reads something in my journal they have an opinion about, I don't care! In case you didn't notice, this is YUMI'S JOURNAL. I don't mind the lady who signed my gbook, she had some good points and was nice about it, but I don't need the entire world giving me their two cents about my journal entries. So, get a life! If you had one maybe you could write your own journal instead of reading mine! Happy Holidays all! pink and orange stripes and fake money Tuesday, December 26th 2000 10:29PM My cousins came for a visit today. We each had a separate xmas, but they came to see us as a sort of post-xmas family thing. I listened to Judy and Mary (as always) and fiddled with my scanner a while before they came over. When they finally did arrive we all sat around the coffee table and played the home version of 'Who Wants to be a Millionaire' It was way to easy, even the million dollar questions were a breeze. After playing a few rounds of that, my cousins wanted to use my laptop to go online. We visited various "wierd" sites. When we all get together we become wierd and laugh about the strangest things. *left the room and then came back* We opened gifts a few minutes ago. My mother handed out gifts and my sisters and I got ours from out aunt and uncle. They gave me a pink and orange striped sweater from the Gap. I don't, as a rule, shop at the Gap. However, the sweater is nice *smile* Tonight I'll be scanning in all the manga covers I've been missing. Until now I only had rare occasions to use my father's scanner. Now that I have my own I have the freedom to scan everything I need! Asking for a scanner for xmas was a good idea. I also got a new portable CD player (I broke my older two, I hope this one doesn't fizzle and die like the others did). I listen to music all day, so I go through batteries and CD players (each of my older two lasted only about a year and a half each, perhaps more) quickly. Music is such a huge hobby of mine that I even bought myself a set of huge headphones a few months ago (]^.^[)~~[CD] yeay! I've tried using rechargeable batteries, but they don't last more than a few hours. *left and came back again* We just took a family photo (all 12 of us present!), and my cousins left for home. I now have a nice picture of most of my family together - which my father took with his digital camera. *sings ‘jitensha’ (by jam)* yawn~ Wednesday, December 27th 2000 11:55PM I slept all day and saw a movie with my sisters. I really didn't do anything today and thus have nothing to write about... changing my nickname Saturday, December 30th 2000 07:36PM For almost two years I've been called 'Yumi' on the internet. I use it on my site, in email, on message boards...etc. I felt like changing it. I have no real reason for doing this, but I felt I needed a change. I decided to change my nickname to 'Natsuki', I've always liked the name, I've seen it in manga, and I love the kanji that make up the name. I'm going to keep all my email addresses the same, until people get used to 'Natsuki', then I will officially change all my screen names and email addresses to Natsuki, or something containing the name Natsuki. I'll begin changing my name all over my site. I'm still the same person, just a new nickname! happy birthday to me~* Friday, January 5th 2001 02:45PM Yeay~! I turned 19 at 12:45 this morning, isn't that splendid! Well, I have nothing much to talk about, vacations are a tad boring. I'll be writing more when classes start on the 8th. unmistakably, undeniably... ecstatic... yea... Sunday, January 7th 2001 10:15AM I’ve seen this (listening to, looking at… etc thing) in other journals, so I’ll try it: listening to: Judy and Mary ‘POWER OF LOVE' doing: drooling over DiGi Charat piccies in Chocola 2000 and singin’ with YUKI thinking: Dammit! I have to live with that bitch again for winter semester ;_; looking @: all the stuff I’m frantically trying to scan before I have to leave my scanner for college. were: in the kitchen in front of my cuddly-wuddly laptop ^^ wondering: if the person I want to talk to will wake up soon ;_; Wow... that was gay... I’ll never do that again. LOL ^^;; Ok so anyway, on with the journal entry. =p ShoujoStyle should be up by the end of this week. I was working on the layout last night. I had one I made many months ago, but have trashed because of its lack of... there is no word for it; it just sucked. But, it’s gone now *sigh* and I have created something for which an adjective such as ‘cool’ could be used to describe. Very pink, but that’s all the hints I’m giving away. I need a better paint program... maybe my father will give me his Paint Shop Pro before I leave. Oh well, I better pack for CO~LLE~~GE~~ *said in an angry, pissed off voice* *mumbles to self* ... grrrr ... stupid friggin roommate... *cuddles her tare-panda pillow and sighs* what a stupid place to put a copy machine Tuesday, January 9th 2001 03:20PM They put a copy machine in the cafeteria. The new semester has started, I have four courses to balance, and crappy food to eat... This might sound over sensitive, but the last thing I want to see is a copy machine in a place where no one will ever be inclined to use it. There are several rooms within the dorm lobby area that would be a more logical place for a copy machine. Places far more appropriate then nuzzled up against a pole between the pizza place and the Asian cuisine thing. *hangs head* (yes I know, I stole this line =p ) ... an institution run by complete morons. I made a huge decision... but that's none of anyone's business but mine, and any people involved with my decision making. I know that both my friends, as well as foes, are most likely reading this, so, I shall keep any and all details to myself. All I will say is that I'm happy with it, I hope the results work out, and I am currently a much happier person for it. Much the way diving into an icy pond, and then immediately rushing into a hot shower makes one feel if they don't first collapse of a heart attack. I've never done that, but I'm quite sure it's refreshing and a little exciting. *raises fist into the air with much enthusiasm* YES! Another successful analogy! note to the digi charat obsessed... Friday, January 26th 2001 01:22AM Whoa... *laughs hard* when did this occur? Semi-recently a friend of mine got me interested in the DiGi Charat anime series. At first I though "humm, this is cute." and shoved it in a folder on my laptop. Then, I kept running into sites about DiGi Charat and fell absolutely head-over-heels for the artwork of Koge-Donbo (the original creator of DiGi Charat). Since that moment my focus has been on DiGi Charat, trying to get more of it, making a site about it... etc. My love for it spilled over and now I infected kento with digital-idol-green-haired-nekomimi obsession! XD This is fun! Beburi also loves the series, but she knew about it before we did... *growls* YOU SHOULD'A TOLD US B!! kidding ^^ One thing pisses me off though... I'm careful about what I put on my sites... until recently I had a bare minimum of pictures. Never in your life will you see a gallery on my domain. However, I've been seeing a great volume of sites using for what I know are 'off limit' pictures~! I'm a lucky owner of Chocola 2000, the new digi charat artbook, but, I was told that this artbook was specifically OFF LIMITS for use on websites because of it's awesome value (more importantly, because it is the personal wish of the author). I haven't scanned a single thing from it, yet other people don't seem to know, or have sense enough to NOT use them. How does this show respect for the author if you use his artwork against his will? Here would be my suggestion: If you make a DiGi Charat site, pick one main picture (not from the artbook, because that is specifically noted) and edit it how you wish. If you want to, make tiny graphics for profiles (to show what characters look like, review them, comment on them, etc…). Make sure you give the series ample review or praise and SOMEWHERE have a link to a place where stuff can be purchased, like ebay even (that’s what I do). Humm... well, I shouldn’t be trying to tell you all your business... but blaaa... this is stupid... oh well, I can’t control all of you nasty little dirt bags... so go ahead and disrespect the greatest manga artist that ever lived. *sniffles* Oh, and remember, if you feel like commenting on this journal entry, SHOVE IT! No one asked you. Unless you’re a personal friend of mine, then I wouldn’t mind arguing over it or something =p hehe it's about time I wrote this entry... Tuesday, January 30th 2001 05:16AM I put this off long enough. I thought about adding an entry earlier for this... but it was to be a 'private' entry. Then I decided against that for a number of reasons. First of all, if I were you, I would be curious as hell as to what lay hidden in that private entry. Second, I wanted this journal to be as public as possible, so that this part of my site would have more depth, meaning, and interest... and to have a private post would not only be locking loved ones and friends out of my life... it would also be very boring to look at. So... let's get on with it, shall we... Recently I broke up with my boyfriend of just about three years. Many of you knew I had a Japanese boyfriend who bought me most of my awesome collection, helped me learn all the spiffy Japanese I know, and who, yes, I loved with all my heart and still do. The reason I left him is none of your gawd-damn business. If you're a friend, or close to me, you already know the reason. If anyone emails me, him, or anyone else regarding this entry, I swear to gawd I'll break your arms off and shove them up your ass. Some of you also know that I have a new boyfriend. That's none of your business either. I really wish I could say more with this journal entry... but there are just too many people out there waiting to harm me and my friends with this info. SCREW YOU ALL! He knows I love him, and I don't have to tell all you freaks about it. Yet even more of you observant people found out recently that I had a massive argument with my folks, and yes, ladies and gentlemen, I left home. I also quit college and dropped all of my classes. Why I did this, where I'll be living, and the details of all that... *waits a few seconds so you can all guess* yep, none of your business. What will happen to sweetusagi.com and natsuki? Natsuki will be doing just fine, and sweetusagi will be getting a new home thanks to Kaitou-senpai at animeglobe.com. No worries! What about my new domain? If I can get her up (looking doubtful) she'll be given her chance at glory and fame... otherwise... *claps hands together* farewell shoujostyle, let hope you fall into good hands. For getting me through all of this stress, pain, and confusion, I thank my friends (I hope you know who you are) you all need a good glomping. ^_^ Just do it! Tuesday, February 27th 2001 03:23PM I'm really stuck on this song, 'Just do it' by Okui Masami. There are things going on I could write about, but I don't really have time to write much today. The journal was getting stale, so at least I can give you mp3 hunters something to look for. Here is my top ten hit list of mp3s to get today: Just do it -- Okui Masami my sweet darlin' -- Yaida Hitomi Ai no kotodama -- Southern All Stars motto -- Judy and Mary Judy is a TANK girl -- Judy and Mary chokkan paradise -- Hysteric Blue Don't Need To Say Goodbye -- Suzuki Ami Perfect Blue -- L'arc~en~Ciel Heaven -- Fukuyama Masaharu sayonara daisuki na hito -- Hana Hana Enjoy! Wish I had them to share, but I don't, you'll have to find mp3s for yourself. ^_^ it's been how long? Wednesday, February 28th 2001 02:28PM Now this is odd. I was just getting used to the thought that, as you age, time will fly by faster and faster with each passing day. Right now I feel frozen in time. In the two and one half months I’ve had this journal I’ve felt like time has been dragging by. It honestly feels as if something like six or seven months has past since Christmas break. I guess it feels this way because my life fell apart, changed, and got rebuilt--all in a slip-shot, half-assed kind of way. Sometimes I do this odd little thing when I’m talking to people I know really well. I sort of start something in a conversation, something totally weird or twisted. Then I rush straight ahead with it, I might even goes so far as to leap straight off of a cliff (metaphorically, with regards to my conversational flow and topic) with it and not care. Then when I hit bottom I feel like shit because I didn’t stop my compulsive little self. I think it’s like... I’m not quite sure, a test button? Maybe, Do I push it sometimes to see if I can make something happen? I’m not sure, because then this other weird little thing of mine takes over, it makes me forget about and completely not care what the outcome of my little ‘rush’ was. If I made an effort to control this little thing I do, I think I could. I’ve been so weak and tired, my brain is in a fuzz, and I’m emotionally tattered and thrashed, it’s been happening a lot lately. I’m not sure... Oh well, we’ll see. I’ve been craving a cigarette ALL DAY! I started smoking in August. Sheesh, so much crap to deal with, it’s no wonder I started smoking. I’m going to quit though. Unlike some other habits of mine, I’m certain smoking will not be hard to drop. I’m not so dependant on it, and my stress might be kind to me and lift once I get my job and start moving again. Being stale sucks, I don’t suggest it to anyone. Sometimes standing still and thinking, letting things pass by individually so you can better deal with them, is better than trying to organize a whole mess of crap all at once. Maybe I’m someone who can’t handle too much at once. I don’t see why this should be, I feel pretty good at doing several things all at once, yet those are ordinary tasks and things I enjoy doing... not all this charged up, life changing shit I’m having to deal with lately. I should also make a conscious effort to write something in this journal more often than I’m doing. It helps keep me grounded. Look what I have here, I have in one hand, my life as it is. In the other hand, my internet fantasy world with my site and all, a perfect haven from stress. There I am in the middle of the two, being shoved in and out of them so fast I can’t keep up and I get confused. Why do I get all weird like that? Never mind, there’s only one person reading this that knows what I’m referring too. *sigh* Ok kiddies, it’s time for me to peel natsuki off and go have a smoke, listening to Okui Masami blasted extremely loud into my ear drums. capricious Sunday, March 11th 2001 10:45PM Instead of writting in this journal thingy I got myself a blog. You need to have your res. on 1024x768 to see it correctly, so screw you 800x600-ers into the ground it's mine anyway. =p bleee! hahaha, j/k humm... ok so... bye ^^ -- Capricious -- And that's all! ^_^ I hope you liked this little blast for my past. hehe...