oh my god... ok well, blogger lost my entry for today, and I'm not going to try and type it all up again. Grr.

listening to: 'Lucky Star' by Mean Machine and 'Single Serving Jack' by The Dust Brothers

Oww ow ow, my feet hurt so bad! *whimper* Well tomorr... today is my day off, and also friday I only work for five hours (instead of eight) and that's not even until 5:00pm. I'm going to update the sweetusagi main page, and hopefully also the punk girl pages. I'll also be finishing up work on smirking-revenge.org and purchasing the space, finally. I need to go to bed! See ya!

I'm back from work... but I have to go to bed soon, for I work at 9:30 tomorrow morning. *goes outside to smoke, daydream, and brainstorm (for my book)*

I have about an hour to do whatever I want.

First of all, I like to go to bed around one or two in the morning (and this is after getting home between 10~midnight). Then, I want to sleep at least eight hours or I won't 'heal' from being dead tired at work. This is probably because I don't eat breakfast or lunch on the days I work... which so far has been everyday. I wanted full time, but they gave me part time... yet... they gave me full time hours... riiight...

So I wake up around eight when my mother goes to work, then fall back asleep for one or two more hours. So then it's around 9:30 or 10-10:30 I finally drag myself out of bed. I take an hour for waking up, shower, and a cigarette/music (btw, I like to take a little walk every morning listening to music and smoking, so that's what that's about). Then around 11:30 I make my coffee and either watch some movies (usually Fight Club) or I come online to see if anything needs to be done before I hop off to work at 1:00 (sometimes earlier, which pushes this whole spiel back an hour or two, or... I have to forfeit one of the activities).

Right now it's about 11:30 (when I'm writing this, who knows if it will be that time when I post), and I just finished breakfast. I decided to have breakfast this morning to see if it helps at work. I had two eggs (but I took out one of the yokes, it broke anyway, so what would be the enjoyment of eating it?) and added a diced roma tomato, and a little corn toast patty thing on the side. Of course there's also the full pot of coffee! All I need now is some milk and orange juice and I'll be all set for a nice fatigue-free day at work. I hope.

Everywhere is sold out of vanilla coke!! It's all I want to drink right now. Even my favorite, dr. pepper, tastes boring now that I've known the deliciousness of vanilla coke.

I have the day off Thursday and Friday I only work five hours instead of the usual eight. So that's when I'll be fixing up smirking-revenge.org, and possibly... probably, putting everything online.

Finally also the YUKI official website put up the info and samples for her new single 66db, so check that out. I've had my copy of it on preorder for over a month! Yes... I'm a dedicated fan. Along with my preorder I ordered a bunch of other YUKI stuff that I've been needing, namely YUKI + CHARA and NiNa.

Well... that's all for right now. I want to go enjoy what little free time I have left before I have to get ready for work.

I only have one thing to say on my blog today... but no one in the world will understand it...

vi labell vallet iv aan efferess. vi tat vi vil post mer tavi posts an thess efferess anstet oth blatant. vithavath gat thess? Hehe, vi tat so.

*grin*

I'm writing this journal entry outside on the lattus-worked (sp?) deck. Sitting here with my cigarette, and light from my laptop screen totally ruining the moonlit scenery of the backyard and golf course. I'm hearing a scary 'shuu shuu shuu' noise somewhere off in the distance were it's too dark to see. I feel futuristic. I'm shivering from the cold, but I don't feel very cold, actually.

I’ll be going back inside to post this in a few minutes.

Here's a tip... do not, I repeat do not work eight hours a day for an entire week and then come online and try to deal with people who aren't really important in your life. Not in the long run, at least.

Don't let anyone tell you your opinions are trash. They aren't. Always trust yourself above everyone else. Unless of course you have a god to believe in... then I guess in that case you can/should go ahead and trust that 'deity' as you see fit. Since I'm not religious, all the thoughts that enter my head are my own... not the work of a higher power. So that is why I suggest trusting yourself.

Also remember that no one knows you better than yourself. Don't let people who barely know you inject their opinions of you into your idea of who you are. You are you. They can live with the guilt of not really being able to say anything about you. Also, although it’s hard on the nerves, don’t let the lies of others determine your actions. Try to dispel them as best you can, but if that doesn’t work, chalk it up as another evil of society... that general instinct of people to believe the first thing they hear. This is why we have a judicial system... so that lies can’t harm us when it really matters most.

Don't let people try to harm you with emotional baggage you have that they, whom don't know you, might be ever-so-slightly informed about. Just look upon it as a foolish person grasping on to one little bit of truth they might know about you. Realize that other than those little factoids they have no idea who you are. Let them believe what they will.

Trust yourself.

I had a bit more to add, of a more personal nature, not related at all to the topic above... but I felt it best not to share it.

Also... incase anyone was wondering; I write in this journal for my loved ones and myself. This is really not meant to entertain you. Though, occasionally, I will through out some comments directed at a general viewing public (such as when I update a site... etc). If you find my journal entries depressing and/or boring, get a life and stop visiting. I don't care if this journal gets one hit a day from me. This is my journal, not a flashy website for you to enjoy.

Before I go offline for the night (er... morning), I just wanted to say one thing: If you haven't see Fight Club, I suggest you do.

listening to: 'Who Is Tyler Durden' by The Dust Brothers
items of the moment: gap winter mint lip balm, vanilla coke, strong coffee, a cigarette...

I didn't work on my novel at all the past two days. Work kills my free time... obviously. I also didn't work on the layout for smirking-revenge.org which I will have to do soon if we want to open it this weekend. All month we've been committing online human sacrifices (not as strange as it sounds... you'll see what we mean, unless you've seen Fight Club, then you already get the idea), researching charkas, and riddles to bring you the best Fight Club content we can muster! You will NOT be disappointed. In Tylerette you should trust.

Don't you love it when you tell someone to leave you alone, and they reply right back with "leave me alone", it begs the reaction of "uh, duh!” My only guess is that the person is trying in induce a flame war about who said, "leave me alone" first. Well guess what, I said it first. But who cares who said it first? As long as the person leaves me alone I don't care what they say as their final words to me.

Don't you love it when someone says "I'm trying to forget you" but then they go ahead and read your journal everyday? Don't you love it when people say "I don't post at the boards you post at" and then they go ahead and post at the boards you post at? Friggin hilarity, I tell ya!

Kaitou-senpai of animeglobe.com will be hosting sweetusagi.com when August rolls around! THANK YOU!! *mega hugs*

I got an email from NekoIris... and I don't think she realized that she revealed to me who she really is. She said something at the very end of the email that struck me as very off color... I was intrigued, so I looked at the chats again... and the results are in. NekoIris... is... "Yumiko", the psycho girl who has been harassing me online for over two years. I'm not certain (although, I've know this girl for over two years in the online sense... I think I know her well enough to make this kind of judgment)... but a lot of things add up, things she said... the way she said them, some things she said that didn't match my relationship with NekoIris, but DID match up with things that have happened between me and "Yumiko"... I would say NekoIris is an 88% probability of being the infamous "Yumiko". If that truly is the case... then girl... I'm scared for you. You need to leave me alone now. You had your fun harassing me for two years... it's time to leave me alone now. I don't know what it is you get from trying to mess with me, but it's not mentally healthy. You need to please seek some form of professional help, I'm being totally serious. Get help, and leave me the fuck alone. I don't want to be part of your life. I don't like you. Just go away.

I would give some words of sympathy... or compassion, incase you're suicidal or something... but, you and your problems with me are quickly crossing the border between mild obsession... to insane stalker. I need to look out for myself. I took down the 'Moron Archive'. I want you out of the 'online' part of my life. I want to come online and be free of everything about you. I want you to disappear. Damn... you're like a jilted lover, just go away. Vanish. Snap your fingers, click your heals, wake up!

On a lighter note... VANILLA COKE ROCKS! It's my new favorite soda... well... I still love Dr. Pepper, but Vanilla Coke is so good... I can't stand it! I've been drinking it since the day it hit shelves and I'm not even sick of it yet! I know it's all media hyped and everything... but it REALLY is a nice smooth cola, and the vanilla is just yummy! Haha, I feel like I'm at a wine tasting.

listening to: 'Who is Tyler Durden?' by the Dust Brothers and 'Pretty Fly' by The Offspring

I got my ears pierced again! I originally said I was going to get two more sets... but upon seeing the price ($40 each) I decided one more was a better idea. Actually, two sets look great on me! It makes my ears stand out more and draws more attention to the earrings. When I looked in the mirror with just one set, it looked plain. Now, with two sets it's more eye-catching. They also draw more of your vision to my eye level. For one, I like people looking into my eyes when talking to me (as most people do), I also have very attractive eyes (if I do say so myself) and having more attention brought to them makes the entire look of me that much more pleasing! Although, my eyes are anime-huge, how could you miss them?

I went shopping for manga. My favorite manga shop changed locations and I must say, although the new location is a little bit out of the way (the original location was right on the main street, but now they are off the main area of town a bit) the store itself is more than triple the size! MORE ROOM FOR GOODS! Their manga shelves were all out of order, series were scattered all over. Hopefully everything will be more in order next time I go there. I picked up an Urusei Yatsura filmcomic (#27), Random Walk vol. 2, and Nakayoshi June issue (which came with a cute Morning Musume shitajiki!). I'm proud of myself, I usually spend over $20 when I go manga shopping, but I spent less than that.

With my new job and all I haven't had much time to myself. So my posts are getting shallow (I've been talking about events rather than my feelings recently). Hopefully I'll get back into my more poetic 'write about my inner most feelings' mood after I'm settled in at work.

I was invited to join a rather neat web log: People Suck (comments by me are headed by a Misato icon)

I also had a Moron Encounter today (yesterday, technically). Enjoy! Maybe you'll be added here!

listening to: 'wakusei ni nore' and 'furuete nemure' by YUKI

At first I was upset that Yuki disliked JAM and didn't seem to care much when they broke up. But now, since listening to her album over and over... I totally understand her. I can see why she felt repressed. I'm so glad she went solo, or I would never have been able to see her true musical... (for lack of a better word) 'soul'. I think Yuki grew up. She was part of JAM, they had their fun... but then Yuki was ready to move on. And when Onda came to them and told them he wanted to leave, she thought, "That's it... JAM is over." I've seen too many JAM fans ignore Yuki in her solo career. Yuki was/is the soul of JAM. As much as you want to believe it’s Onda or Takuya... it's not. It's Yuki. She wrote the lyrics, she made the music come alive with her voice, she's the heart and soul of JAM. Now that she's solo... we have this same heart and soul in its happier, more pure form. Just listen to her sing, it's like she's so happy to be free! Understanding this about her... it lets me know I'm truly a Yuki fan... not just a JAM fan.

This is going to sound kind of stupid, but ever since I first heard 'kaze ni fukarete' four years ago I knew I had a lot in common with her. I just always felt we shared some cosmic, special similarity... or understanding. I guess it's a bit more logical to feel this way, since she writes her thoughts and feelings into song, which I can listen and relate to. Reading her books also showed me similarities I share with her. In a recent interview with Cutie magazine, Yuki said "When someone finds them self in darkness they try to walk toward the light. I made [PRISMIC] with this same 'instinct'. I would be so happy if someone were to listen to [it] and feel that... "ah, we're connected" by personality." Well Yuki, you can be happy, because I feel that way.

Tomorrow I have off from work, and I have a full day planned. First of all I need to deposit my delicious paycheck, then it's off to the mall. I'm not a mall person, I just want some additional ear piercing-s and the mall is the place for that. I have the traditional one pierce in each ear... but I'm thinking of getting two more in each ear. Actually -if this doesn't sound to strange- I've always wanted six pierces in each ear following the curve of my ear and each in a different color of the rainbow. Hehe.

Don't worry; I'm not doing that... YET! For now, I think two more can't hurt. I'm never going to pierce anything else on my body but my ears (and obviously tattoos are out of the question… why ruin my fair skin with an ugly ink stain? Hah!), so what's the harm? I won’t be looking like a freak, just a regular girl with a few more earrings than the usual. First of all, the rainbow idea is adorable! Also, imagine how gorgeous two ears lined with diamonds would be for a formal occasion or a wedding! It would be dazzling! Yea, I know, I’m the queen of style! Hehe!

After I do, or do not, pierce my ears into swiss cheese I'm off to U of M's campus shops for a manga / magazine / music shopping spree! I'll probably blog about my day... so hang on a few hours and you'll get another fix of my lovely life... hah...

I'm writing my novel almost entirely on my laptop... but sometimes I find it hard to get the right feelings out if I'm typing. In those cases I use my Tokyo Mew Mew click-pencil and a pale-spring green journal with what look like nocturna brushes and some French(?) script text on it. I also use the journal when I get an idea just before bed and my computer is already shut down. I would talk about my source of inspiration, but it might give away a few things about my book. Today I'm working on transferring the material I wrote by hand onto my laptop so I can piece them together. I have three chapters already laid out. They need more content in them, but they have their main points already.

I don't want to go ahead of myself too much until I have the entire story planned out. If I just start writing, I'll kick myself when I come up with something great at the last minute and then have to go back and weave it into the storyline. Doing something like that will disrupt the flow, make it choppy, or just plain look stupid. I want my story to be smooth and unified, as it is in my head. If I write the book all in my head first, it will be perfect. I just have to wait for all the parts to come together, and then it's show time! I think this 'thinking it all up in my head' idea is the main reason why I choose nighttime for most of my brainstorming. At night I'm all alone and it's quiet. In fact, the first ideas for the book were born at night.

I am so thankful to everyone who has been encouraging me and helping me with it. You have no idea how much it helps! I'm also glad you all have faith that I can write this whole book and get it published. It keeps me going. Thank you so much!

I just got back from 'Star Wars: Episode 2'. I was a little disappointed by it, but I realize it was mostly used for character development. With that in mind, it was an excellent movie. Out of all the people I went with to see it, I was the only one who noticed that the little clone boy is Boba Fet (I'm not sure how that should be spelled). I didn't see any extreme fans there, but everyone cheered, whistled, and clapped at certain points during the movie. If I had had a few days of advanced notice (I had just found out today I was going to see it), I might have gone so far as to do my hair in the Princess Leia style!

Other than seeing the movie, I babysat all day. I didn't do much, and likewise, I have nothing much to post about!

Finally the classes I had to take for work are done. I also got my paycheck today! WOO!! Hahaha! I just got back at 12 and I have to babysit tomorrow starting at 8:30! ahh! Need sleep! I'm VERY close to buying space for smirking-revenge.org! I can't wait! It's gonna be big! Goodnight. ^_^ Oh yea, I ordered Yuki's 3rd solo single, the Go Tarimo and Mini-Curry single, the Yuki and Chara single, and the NiNa album! It's gonna cost me $65! But oh so worth it! In case I can't be online very much now that I'm working full time, below is what I'll be busy with for the next few days...

Sat - Babysitting most of the day! The rest... working on Smirking-Revenge.org
Sun - FREEDOM!!! I'll be working on layouts and my novel
Mon - glorious sleep and work from 1~9, more site work!
Tue - FREE day again! wee! SPRING CLEANING!
Wed - sleepin, sleepin, and work 11~7, blah blah blah!

I had another class at work yesterday. It was pretty uneventful, other than the trainer commented that "You must me the happy one!" when she was noting that I laugh too much. Haha... I bought The Offsping's 'Americana' album, finally. No one knows this but I've been wanting that album for a long time. I stayed up all night... all I can say is, the time was well worth it. Maybe my luck isn't so bad after all.

Also, the girl in the layout isn't the scary woman from 'ringu' (Sayako?) it's just a really oddly editted picture of YUKI.

Yes! Finally a new layout for my journal. I finally mustered the courage to take down Edward and put Yuki back up! Maybe I will make a habit of alternating Edward and Yuki layouts here. I slept, I woke, I went to work, I wrote a bit for my novel (still waiting on replies to emails and such from research I'm doing for my book). I watched my favorite movie Fight Club... by now I've seen it so many times I've lost count. I finished Survivor a while ago. The ending three chapters saved it from being a waste of time, to a pretty good read. Now I have read all four Chuck Palahniuk novels.

What should I read next? Anyone who has a suggestion from the choices below, email me and let me know what you think I should read next:

1. The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle (my third time reading it)
2. Amrita (started it a while ago, but stopped)
3. Asleep (never read it)
4. The 25th Hour (the book the next Edward Norton movie is based off of, never read it)
5. Sputnik Sweetheart (never read it)

Happy Mama's Day...

I slept in, over 10 hours for sure. I'm not just waking up, I woke up around 1~2. I'm still in pain from work. Headache. Tiredness.

The apple blossoms outside the main back window in the dining room look so pretty. We have an apple tree. It's not the kind you would want to pick and eat apples from. According to... someone, the tree reverted to it's 'natural' state. Whatever that means. Who the hell cares, it's still pretty. And not so 'product'.

My dad is listening to the only Japanese song I ever got him to like. Nobody but anime, manga, or japanese language and culture students likes rock and pop music in Japanese. But, the song 'evergreen' (on the album of the same name) by My Little Lover caught my dad's attention, and he really likes it. It's so funny seeing him at his computer with his headphones on, faint music and female Japanese vocals coming out. "Like Father, Like Daughter" or vice versa, or whatever.

I actually am so like my father. We both collect stuff to no end. We collect and collect and collect, and some of what we collect we put away and never look at again. He is not really interested in the same things as me. But we do share with each other our most honorable collections. I listen to him explain HO scale trains, make, model, color. And he has seen more Japanese Sailormoon episodes than anyone I know (except me, of course, since I'm the one who showed them to him). We also like computers and web design. "Like Older Geek, Like Younger Geek"... or whatever.

Wait... today is mother's day... but I'm talking about my dad. Huh... wonder if I'll talk about mom on father's day. Probably not. I have nothing in common with my mother.

Tonight and tomorrow I'll try to be online as much as possible, and I'll slowly be writing my future best selling novel. Hehe.

I'm 80 short pages from finishing 'Survivor', and here's a little sample:

"The sun's outside the bathroom window trying to show us we're all being stupid. All you have to do is look around."

I worked (er... trained?) all day today. You know that old saying "too many cooks spoil the broth?" Well, were I work is JUST like that. TOO MANY PEOPLE! Right before I had to go to work I got a flood of ideas for my novel; so I'll be writing that up tomorrow. I hate work... it makes my life boring. Even if I were to have had an interesting day at work, I wouldn't write about it here because some of the people I might end up talking about already know my website. Hehe... damn... no place for my secrets anymore. Actually... nah, never mind.

Oh my god... I did nothing but work today... I feel so empty!!! This is horrible. I hate work. I hate work. I hate work. I hate work. I hate work. I hate work. I hate work. Maybe my book will become a best selling hit and I can keep writing and web designing instead of actual work. OR maybe my prince charming will come along and rescue me? Probably not. I'm so sad. Someone help me please.

Even my emotions are sounding sterile... work is destroying my emotions, making me numb. Fake little me with her fake smile. Fake me smiling at everyone and chatting with her fake personality. Fake, numb, boring. Oh 'Tyler Durden', deliver me! hahaa...

I'm more than half done reading 'Survivor' (it sucked, but now it's getting much better as the story progresses). After that, that's it! No more yummy Chuck Palahniuk novels for me to digest. So I'll move on and finish my 'Amrita' I started so long ago and nab a copy of 'Asleep' both by Banana Yoshimoto.

And... oh yea, Happy Mother's Day in a few minutes. My mother doesn't care enough to even bother looking at my site, so I dunno why I'm bothering to say that here.

I need to blog. I haven't been because my days have been eaten up by my new job. I'll blog before I go to bed, or perhaps tomorrow. I removed my blog entry from May 6th and put a message up there in it's place. Those of you who had any interest in my blog entry from May 6th should scroll down and have a look see.

I made my first pixel adoption today! I don't generally like adoptions (although they are less annoying than personality web quiz things), but this one was so cute and so 80's! Plus, I have Strawberry Shortcake sheets on my bed right now, hehe.

I didn't do much today because I had training for work, but tomorrow (er... today, technically) I have free! Woot woot...

I trained for my new job yesterday. There's not much to say about it. I was actually happy to be there... which sort of struck me as odd. I mean, I was all smiling and laughing and talking to people like it was natural for me to be so outgoing and social. Usually I avoid conversation and remain 'just another person there'. But I was all talkative and crap and gosh darn it, people talked back. Woo, I'm popular. After training, I saw some guy around my age looking for a cigarette in the ashtray outside of where I work. It was kinda gross watching him dig in there so I gave him one of mine and he offered me a ride home. He was all smiling at me and flustered (in the guy way, you know?) that I gave him one. He was pretty cute, but... don't trust a guy who digs through ashtrays. Yikes.

I didn't work on my novel yesterday at all. Of course I had ideas swimming around, but I haven't typed or written up any new material.

I just uploaded some changes (meaning I found or scanned a better version of a pic that was already up) and a bunch of new yuki images (look for anything that has 'May' next to it). I still have some more to put up there, so check it again later tonight. Also, I'm almost finished with the Japanese site update and a total layout update for both of my Punk Girl sites. I'm aiming for Wednesday or Thursday, but we all now how things don't always go just as I would like them too.

I thought I was going to be able to bust out with a nice big blog entry today, but I'm anxious to go to sleep. Goodnight.

Oh well. There was a post here I wrote to someone. We had a conflict, I blogged freely as I like to. She blocked me on AIM and wrote about me in her blog. A friend of her's brought it to my attention. I bit the bullet and apologized to her even though she was in the wrong. I did my best. Since she's seen this and replied to it (her reply was far to winded for me to read, I only read the first few chunks). The message has served it's purpose, so I took it down. It was only ment to be seen by her. I also don't like having a link to her journal up here since she said it's supposed to be private. Even though she's an stubborn brat who's hard to get along with, she deserves her privacy.

I gave her some info once that I really wish she had taken to heart: The best and strongest friendships are founded on truth, not lies. Our friendship didn't work because it was built on lies (and I don't mean mine... get a clue).

I've become a writer. I'm very excited about it. So far I have a pretty solid theme and plot line -which needs a lot of developing. The characters are pretty well planned out, names, personalities and what not. My inspirational source is strong and it's helping me keep my ideas moving. I have a chapter already written (rough draft, obviously) and the following chapters are vaguely planned out. Now all I need is time to let my story flow out and become a book. It's totally fictional. I base one of the characters fairly strongly on myself, but she's not supposed to be me. Using myself makes it easier to develop her as a character. The story is purely fictional as well. This will in no way be an autobiography. That's pretty much all I'm going to say about it until it's published... IF it ever will be published (which is obviously my goal).

On Saturday I helped my sister and brother-in-law move out of their old apartment and into their very spiffy new townhouse. I helped them lug over some of the minor stuff and then I hooked up her computer. Their apartment and townhouse are in the same complex, so we just carried everything back and forth. I was pretty sore and had a headache when I woke up the next day.

In other news, my ex-boyfriend -the bastard that he is- keeps IMing to blame his guilt on me. When I dated him he was very abusive (in pretty much every way imaginable... emotional, verbal, physical... etc). So now he IMs me to say that I somehow caused him to be as such. If I ever attempt to argue back in defense of myself I morph into a 'cunt' his oh-so-favorite word. I've heard him call his mother and grandmother that also. The boy has a terrible attitude toward all women who are close to him. He's either feeling extreme guilt and placing it all on me, or he's really a moronic psycho and trying to twist his memories around as a defense mechanism. I dumped his ass to get away from his behavior and abusive tendencies. I have no tolerance what so ever and have no quibbles about posting here about it. I made the mistake of not quickly leaving my boyfriend before him. I even put up with the ex-in-question's bullshit for longer than I should have. I left him rather abruptly, and because of that he accused me of being nasty and uncompassionate. He doesn't seem to realize that an abusive piece of shit like himself does not deserve any niceties. I dumped that asshole good and proper, and he can kiss my sweet ass... oops, not anymore! Hah!

I actually had a post prepared a while ago but wasn't sure if I should post it. It was on the evils of abusive relationships... but I can't find it in my files. If it turns up I'll post it here.

I hate to end my journal entry on such a sour note, but I sadly nothing else is coming to mind. Oh! There is something else, I finally created a desktop wallpaper that I'm totally comfortable with. It's a very nice example of my graphic editting skills. So take a peek at the original and compare (and yes, the pic is cut off like that).

humm... blogger errored and took away a day of my life! Woe is me... (that's how the phrase goes right?)

I watched Primal Fear for my third time... had some coffee... read 'Survivor'... came online for a little bit. The day is not over... if something comes to mind I'll probably come back and post again. Oh! One thing... I finally thought of a topic to write my book on. No one knows this, but for a long long time -since middle school even, I've wanted to write a book. I think I finally realized a topic I want to use. I might start writing something today... who knows.

I'm so bored tonight. I worked on some stuff for Smirking-Revenge.org, but now I'm not tired, and REALLY bored. I should change my sleeping schedule a bit.

Ohhh... I actually found an online quiz that was rather good. It was to determine what type of royalty you are. It turns out I'm a 'Lady' (the wife of a knight?...) and the description was:

"You're a Lady! Lovely, Devious, Joyful! You are a woman no man can resist. Coquettish, life is about joy and you will rise high in it. You are fun-loving, flirtatious, a heartbreaker. You can be manipulative and devious to get your way but it's all part of seeking the best out of life. You are a woman of freedom in every single way. With your spirited nature, grace, and charming ways - you will go far in life."

yeays... and such. The quiz was found at The Royalty Quiz. Excellently detailed quiz Nishi! ^_^ Very nice.

Yea... I'm going to shove off to bed now. Maybe read some 'Survivor'... shite... tomorrow is gonna be BOOOOORING... I can feel it. Or not... I'll figure something out. Hehe...