Go see SMOOCHY! Go! Go!

I think everyone should stop reading my personal site until I get a chance to update it. The information about me in there is VERY out of date! If I'm lucky, I can get it up tomorrow, if not, then over the whole first week of April. I'm having problems with my internet connection. It let's me connect, but I'm not able to surf, chat, or collect email. It sucks. All I can do right now is blog from my sister's computer. This sucks!!

Ok, I have to go back to babysitting like a good auntie. After that, I'll be basking in the warm rainbow-y glow of my clean and restored room. Gawd, how I missed my room. My manga heaven.

Saturday I have a date ^.^ tee hee. Then Sunday is holiday time, the BUNNY HOLIDAY! Easter? What's Easter? This is the BUNNY HOLIDAY! I celebrate the yummy-ness of candy and the cuddly-ness of bunnies on this day! In some ways, Bunny Day is cooler than the colorful tree festival on December 25th... muahahaha! I'm so mean, but it's true! I love Bunny Day! Someone better get me a stuffed bunny or I'll go on a rampage!! Then for the whole week in April I get to baby-sit my widdle niece! She's so hip! She likes to watch Powerpuff Girls and Sponge Bob, and, quite frankly... so do I! Hahaha...

And oh yea... I'll be starting a blog with my two older sisters!!!!!!! I'm so frigging excited! It's going to be too frigging hilarious. We three... we're just... three of a kind. This is going to be so much fun, and no one will know what the hell we are talking about! XD GO US!!

Right. To go along with my recent obsession with Edward James Norton Jr., my favorite movie 'Fight Club', and the constant pestering I've put my father through about the upcoming 'Death to Smoochy'... I've lovingly constructed this Eddie/Fight Club blog layout. Featuring Eddie as the character "Jack" from the back of the Fight Club DVD case, covered with lovely nocturna brushes, and some morsels of wisdom I live by -which are so excellently presented in 'Fight Club'. Hahaha.

I'm hopeless... I'm a hopeless fan girl. I've tried to fight it, but everyday the excitement builds. The fanatical squeals of joy whenever the "It's SMOOCHY!!" tag line emerges from my television set... oh gawd... someone tie me down and slap me a few times.

I just cleaned my room. I threw away so many little toys I didn't realize I still had! It was sad, as a little kid I named everything. I even named sea shells! So it was like throwing away a bag full of old friends. I found some old tapes I had been wanting to watch, and two really cute pictures of myself. These were both taken on a trip to Cape Cod with my mother and sister a few years ago.

Today I watched the second aux. track on the Fight Club DVD. It was the only track that had Edward Norton talking. It's amazing how interesting they are. Most people skip them, but they really shouldn't, it's interesting. In the case of the Fight Club DVD, you learn a lot about the actors. They share lots of little notes and stories that go along with the movie, and the making etc... VERY COOL.

I also forced my father to watch 'The Score' with me tonight. He finally said it! He finally said "well... that Norton is quite a good actor." I reply "Yes! See? I knew you would say that eventually!"

Ok... so my entry today is boring... sorry! Hahaha

I had two very vivid nightmares last night. It's strange, I rarely have nightmares, let alone dreams I remember. I only seem to have dreams (the remembering kind) when something special happens. I think the reason I had the nightmares is because of the ugly design of a girl with her head bashed in on the page at cherrycoma.net/34/content.html. I wonder what kind of horrible thing happened to this girl to make her want to create such a disturbing page design.

So anyway...

In the first nightmare... I think it was set in the 70's or early 80's, I was a young woman of around age 25, I would guess. I had a vintage style hair cut, dark brown. It was sort of a bell, but curly on the bottom. Mary Tyler Moore once wore her hair in this way. I wore a blouse and dark blue tight jeans, and smart, cute leather shoes, color red. I was ill in the head in this dream. I hated my neighbor. My neighbor was an annoying elderly woman with curly, silvery hair. She was old, but healthy and energetic. She was short and mean to me. I had a friend/contact, he told me to kill her. I killed her (in the dream, it was in an instant, I had no visions of killing anyone, it was just... made to be). I put her in a closet in her house, and left. Then the nightmare skipped, and it was several days later. Our apartment/condos were connected, and so the smell of the dead body filled both houses. I went to the closet, opened it up and had to witness a very terrifying scene of shaking a dead body wrapped in toilet paper, like a crude mummy. The smell was horrible. My friend told me that in order to get rid of the body I was to bury it in front of my door under the 'welcome' mat. He would come later in the night and dig it up, and take it away. The nightmare changed the logic of the world, making it the 'correct' thing to do when someone dies, you bury them in front, and the hospital comes and collects it.

That was the first nightmare.

I wake up, go to the bathroom, slip back in bed and fall right to sleep again...

The second nightmare... not as horrible as the first. I was me, in my house, with my family. Someone gave me a fabulous ring, shaped like a deformed lion face with firey shaped spikes above it. I wore it on the middle finger of my left hand. In the dream, it had once been worn my Isoya Yuki. I was watching a movie on television, Yuki was there, wearing the ring. The camera had a zoom up of her talking to someone. Her hair was short, in a bell, she was smiling and resting her chin on the hand with the ring. Suddenly the dream skips. I'm part of a group of people, a club. We all run, people are after us. I hide behind a thick metal gate. It's not a normal gate, it's made of thin, tall, thick pieces of metal, made from long metal fibers, with links, tight together, you can't see through. I can see under it. Two pairs of feet and running around in the rain, it's thundering. One of them sees me, I run again. All alone. SKIP. I'm back in my house. People are shooting at me through the windows. I get shot in the side, but it doesn't hurt. They want the ring. I hide, my family and I have guns. We wait. I call 911, someone answers, I call for help. They tell me I'm not a priority, I have to wait until they can come. The people trying to kill us bust through the slider door. Before they can hurt us I rush over and give them the ring. One of the men takes it, he removes the 'lion head' part, and hands me back the spike part. I put it back on my hand. The index finger of the left hand this time.

That was the second one.

Disturbing... I hope I have good dream tonight... I forgot how horrible nightmares are... they make me feel mentally disturbed. lol... yikes.

I renewed both my domains. SweetUsagi.com has been renewed for 3 years (I'll renew again in 2005), and CircuitGirl.org for 1 year (don't worry, I'll keep it going).

Ok... yeay... the blog is back. I can blog daily now! I've moved back in with my parents, so I have daily access again. I have some news about my site etc... but I'll wait until tomorrow so I have time to organize everything. =D kyaa

I decided to seperate my blog from my personal site... it turned out to not be such a good idea!... ok... this is a test, I'll blog later on tonight (or tomorrow).