*testing new layout* Yeay~ check out the new layout for 'capricious'! It's still too big for 800x600... *mutters* Oh well, I don't use 800x600 so screw you =p nyee! Press F11 you small res people. Did everyone see the picture of me and joey on kento's blog~!? =D YEAY!! The picture sucks, it's washed out by sunlight and the color is off. ^^ oh well *hums to self* I should ask kento for a piccie of him and cameron, woo~ ^.^ Now there is a cute couple. I'll put some pictures up from the video. kento wanted to put that one we gave him on his blog though, I guess. *glomps kento* *weeps with happiness* What a sweet friend he is! *suddenly remembers the mean picture kento was going to use* *drops kento to the ground and runs off screaming*

song: the drip-drip-drop of rain on the roof top

April showers are keeping the workmen from affixing the hundreds of 'Heritage 25' architectural shingles to the roof of my parents home. Meanwhile, I'm talking to my love on aim and getting ready for work. I'll blog on my dearest 'capricious' blog in a few hours when I get home. See ya~*

song(s): 'HAPPY NEW MILLENIUM' and 'My wish -If you wanna be with me-' by Suzuki Ami

I went to the book store today to buy a book to teach myself Flash 5... frigging shit... So anyway, I went to get a coffee from the cafe there and the guy at the counter notices my Flash book and starts telling me about his websites and his Flash projects and stuff. He gave me some addresses to check out. One was trippinmonkey.com O_o mmm'kay... it's an mp3 / home band page of some sort, I didn't really browse much, it's not my bag-o-chips, I just wanted to see some of his Flash stuff. I wanted to see some simple examples rather than some huge professional website's stuff which I could never hope to mimic... yet *wahahahaaaa*. He doesn't have any up there though. I think he may put some up on his new site mindtomatter.com so I'll check that out later when it's up. That guy better appreciate all the plugs to his site.

Oh well, I think it's cool to find out other people around your area have domains. Actually, kento once showed me a font site at bruised.net and what would you know!? The girl who owns the domain lives like an hour from my house and her name is Lynn. Well knock me down if that isn't cool. You know it is.

I made my sweetie half owner of sweetusagi.com, note the change in my main page copyright lines and say hello to him in the gbook. He didn't really do anything for the site yet, but oh well ^_^ it's mine and I'll do what I want. =p NYEEEEEH! SweetUsagi.com is going to be two!! Actually, the name is already two, but the site itself will celebrate it's two-year-anni end of August. kento said sweetusagi is a grandma ;_; At least... I think he said that... O_o kento is hard to follow sometimes. hahaha ^^ *glomp glomp*

song: 'BE TOGETHER' by Suzuki Ami

Tip of the day: never eat a jelly bean that's flavored like buttered popcorn. xp You're just asking for trouble.

I had to work this morning, 10~5. I missed out on my family's Easter brunch, no one said 'Happy Easter' (except my mother, but she only said it after I said it to her), no one gave me anything like a card or anything... I got some candy -which is really cheap and I probably won't eat it- my mom had left over from making a massive basket for my niece. Oh well, I got some more of those neato jelly beans and I gave myself a sweet 75% discount on the cutest Easter bunny they had where I work. It's fluffy, pastel aqua and wearing an adorable yellow knit sweater with a flower and ladybugs on it. It's paws and inner ears are made of a shiny neon green fabric. It's so cute. I need to name it... humm... Hanna. ^_^ 'Hanna' is a decent name for my Easter bunny.

Joe is making pictures from the video we made the last day I was there. I'm going to put a picture of us on my natsuki page. =D I bet my site guests are thrilled! eh eh? haha ^^ Hey, by now I've amassed quite a collection of stuffed bunnies, I think I'll make a gallery of my bunny collection for my natsuki page when I get the chance to snap a few pictures. I'll save on money and use my dad's digital camera. Well, I have lots of crap to do today; I'm going to try to fix a little linking problem I am having with my Sailormoon site's new layout and fiddle with circuitgirl.org for a while.

*cringes as Ami's voice becomes unbearably digitized* "so~ sweet~ my~ angel~ give it to me all of your night~" *sing sing* *switches songs*

song: 'circuit no musume' by Puffy

I just ate a bubblegum flavored jelly bean! =D ahh, the little happy things in life.

Yeay! Guess who's the lucky girl who gets to work tomorrow morning? *sarcastic* Humm, well like I give a rat's ass about Easter anyway eh? haha, I just want Sunday off. If it's going to be a national holiday anyway I might as well benefit. Separation of church and state my ass! That's bull. ^^;; oh oops... hey don't get me wrong, I like the vacations but I don't agree with that whole 'religious people have holidays, so we should all put our lives on hold just for them' Some people have lives. *runs to the bank on Sunday* *taps on the door* "Gawd said I could cash my paycheck today BIATCH! Open the hell up!" *sprints to the post office on a Sunday* ... You see where this is going so I won't waste my time, as fun as we all know it is. XD I don't much care I'm just wasting your time, you pathetic dweebs who read my blog!! *doubles over with laughter* waha'wahahahahahahahahahahahahaaa ^ ^ joke~* I love to be loved *grabs her site guest and gives them a sarcastic Bugs Bunny style smooch*

*stares* humm... What the hell, why does everyone in town need me to make them life-size reprints of their dog Shnookie smoking a cigar next to a pint the day before this national holiday thingy? O_o On a side note, if you are just now developing film from Christmas you need help. I'm wearing a t-shirt folks, that means a whole season has past and your lazy ass still has Christmas pics. If you forgot to enlarge that ugly photo of your aunt (she might think you hate her if it's not sitting on the coffee table come Easter morning), don't complain to me if I can't get your order done in an hour, you waited too long! If it was that important you would have done it sooner, no passing your problems on to me, I don't give a shit. There are other people who want their pointless crap done too! My feet hurt and I need sleep. That sums up my work day for April 14th 2001 ^_^ Thank you and good day.

Woo hoo!! Who has a new domain? It's me! It’s me! CircuitGirl.org! How awesome is that! *does the happy dance* Who should be on the grand opening layout; The sweet and lover-ly YUKI? Perhaps Puffy (ami and yumi), the inspiration for the domain name 'circuit girl'? I dunno... maybe maybe... *thinks* ... And that concludes our broadcast day.

song: 'alone in my room' by Suzuki Ami (not chosen on purpose)

I stayed in NJ an extra day. My boss was pissed, oh well, screw him, I'm quitting soon for a better job anyway. If I could I would have given up everything to say there. This is awful; I miss Joe so much it hurts. At least I have the video we made of us talking and me being weird and videotaping everything in his room. I don't want to forget anything; I don't even want to wash the shampoo out of my hair because it reminds me of being there. Things couldn't be more perfect. The waiting to see each other again is upsetting, but everything else is wonderful. I could cry... in fact, I think I will. The bus ride home was a bitch. The length of the trip itself was nothing; except that when I'm depressed I would rather be anywhere else but on a bus full of strangers.

We went to NY and met up with Kaitou-senpai (tuxedomask.com), we ate food in China town, and before hand Kaitou told us where some manga shops were, so we went to one and I bought some stuff. We almost missed the last bus form NY to NJ on the way back. You might think that I'm writing about the one day NY thing because it was my favorite part of the trip... that's not true. My favorite part was (and it's hard to choose) the last night I was there. We walked around half the night. I would love to write about everything, but it feels like it could ruin the memory of it if I wrote it out, I want to keep it as it is and not try to translate it into words on a website.

Now... I'm done talking to you people looking at my site, go away, the rest isn't ment for you. =p

I'm not excellent with words... frustrating as that is, I'm fine to just tell you... I love you, so much I'm going crazy sitting here alone in my room. If I thought it would be enough I would sell all this stuff -now meaningless crap- to move there on my own. Nothing in the world could come close to how wonderful being with you is. I don't need anything else, just you. See, I just sound dumb... it was so much easier just to be with you, then, I wouldn’t have to say anything at all.